So the other day at work, I got a helper, we’ll call him “John,” who went out on route with me.
While we were out doing our thing, and kicking ass at it I might add, having an extra set of hands will do wonders for productivity and efficiency, John and I got to bullshitting…
John is 30 years old. He’s on his second marriage, and between him and his wife, they have six children. (Talk about the Brady Bunch.)
Anyways, John’s marriage is decaying. He’s thinking of leaving her.
There’s trust issues on both sides. Apparently he started “dating” a while back when they separated. Then they got back together. Now she’s about to branch swing.
Branch swinging for those that don’t know, is when a woman is finding another man and is getting ready to jump out of her current relationship.
I know she’s branch swinging because John told me about it. She’s not being sly or coy. She’s told him that she’s met some dude and he’s “really cute,” and he “really understands her.” But they are “just friends.”
For now at least.
John’s marriage is a shit show to say the least.
His wife went to court for selling alcohol to a minor at her job. She got caught in a sting and one of the results of her poor decisions was that she lost her job, and now she’s facing fines from the court. From what he told me, she has a “hard time” holding down a job.
She knows how to push his buttons and push them she does. He knows her’s as well.
Like I said, it’s a shit show.
The biggest red flag that I heard about though, is that she is a drug addict.
She injects meth.
Meth is probably the worst of the bad news when it comes to drugs. At least in my opinion. And injecting it?
I don’t know what the street lingo is these days for injecting drugs, but when I was younger, it was called “Mainlining.”
Mainlining is a huge deal. Injecting drugs gives an instantaneous hit, whatever that hit is. It goes straight into the bloodstream and straight to the heart and brain. Whether it’s a stimulant, like meth, or a depressant like heroin, it’s effects when injected are immediate. It’s worse than snorting or smoking a drug.
If you or someone you know is injecting drugs, you have serious problems ahead of you if not already.
Seriously, it doesn’t get worse than this.
John grew up with an absentee father. His Dad was working all the time or wasn’t very attentive and active with his children. So his mother became his role model so to speak.
He’s a good looking guy, he takes care of himself and is really physically fit. He’s easy on the eyes for the ladies, I know, because I watched him and them interact throughout the day. I would even say John has decent game.
John is also a White Knight to a degree and is definitely a Captain Save a Ho. He’s trying to save his wife from herself. I get it. I would want to help my wife too. Problem is, she doesn’t want to be saved. She enjoys her lifestyle and her habits, and he enables her.
John told me that the only person he has ever feared in his life is his mother. I don’t really have the words.
He still fears her. To me, it explains a lot of his behavior towards his wife and to women in general. He’s looking for that approval from them. He basically is trying to do “the right thing.” To be a “good boy.”
Because he’s looking for approval from the women in his life, he’s made his life about the women in it. They are the Mission. They come first. They are his focus.
Do you guys do that?
Do you make the women in your life your central focus?
Do you seek their approval in who you are and what you do?
Do you let them define what a “good man” is for you?
Do you let them define your masculinity?
A long time ago, I did.
And it got me nothing but confusion, heartache, sorrow, and bitterness.
It’s a dark road going that way, letting a woman define and decide who and what you are.
If you let them define your masculinity for you, it will be to their betterment, not yours.
Our society is so ingrained with this way of thinking that it has become the norm. It’s part of why boys and men today are so feminine. It’s also why both men and women are so confused and unhappy with each other as a whole, as genders.
Women need to stop defining what masculinity is for men.
For our part as men, we need to stop listening to women telling us how to be men. We need to stop sitting at their knees.
That’s what father’s are for, ideally. If not your father, then another man. Not your mother. Not your sister(s), not your girlfriend, and not your wife.
Men define masculinity. We know best about that because we are masculine, we are men.
There’s a saying going around the interwebs, and it’s something like this:
Don’t ask a fish how to fish, ask a fisherman how to fish.
Don’t ask a woman how to be a man, or what makes a “good man.” She doesn’t know, she’s not a man. Oh don’t get me wrong, she’ll have all sorts of ideas of what she thinks makes a good man, but she has her head up her ass and is up in the night about this one. She truly has no clue.
Don’t ask a woman how to “pick up” or seduce women. She doesn’t know that either. You want to know about picking up women, ask guys who pick up women and are really good at it.
In my family, there was one member that has seen it and done it all. They had an opinion on everything and how you should do “it”, whatever that was. Can you guess who that family member was?
It was my mother.
I love her dearly, but goddamn, the woman needed to shut her gob sometimes.
I’ve learned if I want to truly get things done, especially quickly and efficiently, I talk to my father. His advice to me has been practical and priceless. He doesn’t say much, he just does. He also keeps the “you should’s” and “you ought to’s” to a minimum.
To wrap it up, I leave you with this:
Women aren’t perfect, I love that they try. My mom did the best she could with the limited knowledge and skills that she had. I’m sure it’s the same for your mother’s as well. Don’t be dicks to them.
But stop listening to what women think a man should be. Stop letting them define your masculinity for you. Stop seeking their approval. You can virtue signal all you want to them, they still won’t fuck you.
We men don’t have to answer to women. We can have our own ideas about what is being a man and being masculine without having to submit or consult with women. You do not need their approval.